Work!

Salam,

I kind of like it now that no1 reads my blogs, moner shob kotha likhte pari without anyone reading it. Last few days have been terrible. Bekar bole ammu abbu'r kach theke onek kotha shunte hoise. Khub i koshto pawar moto kotha. But alhamdulillah chakri peyechi, at Oporto's at International Airport. ajke prothom din chilo, alhamdulillah was allright. Koyek din dhore i feel like i'm so out of it, like i'm not me, like i'm living such a robotic life. Seriously, usually i get scared, happy, sad, angry, i am the queen of emotions. But i dont feel anything. In situations i know i'm supposed to feel scared, i dont. When i know i am supposed to be happy, i'm not. All i feel is sadness... I'm a freak i know...

I have not been home (during day time) for the last 7 days! I think tomorrow will be the 1st day i'll actually be at home insha Allah. Looking forward to it. I miss bludging, i miss having so much spare time. But i know myself too well to think that i'll be using that time well... I dont think so. Have to tidy the house, arrange for going out on wednesday night to khushbu's, on friday to doe's (who's leaving to london 4ever!!!!!), childrens program on sunday and AM prog as well. With all that i have work this week as well. So once again i shall be robotic me just going with the flow of life. I need a change!

A small update

Salam,

Nothing much has been happening apart from exams alhamdulillah :-S but I feel quite relieved after my first exam finished yesterday. 1 down 2 more to go insha Allah :-D. The strangest thing happened with my exam yesterday, i feel like a total idiot for even mentioning it here but the day before the exam i spent a lot of time just taking notes and I had planned that the morning of the exam I'd stay up after fajr studying. Usually i cant sleep before exams, I get really tense, but I slept so well this time alhamdulillah and at fajr time I actually forgot I had an exam that day! But alhamdulillah I got enough studying done on the train and at uni so insha Allah I'll pass the exam :-D

Since I have nothing else to say here's a joke (I love lame jokes!).

The unshaven man

A man was walking along the street when he passed another man with a lot of stubble on his face standing outside a shop. The first man asked:
"How often do you shave?
Twenty or thirty times a day," answered the man with the stubble.
"What! You must be a freak!" exclaimed the first man.
"No, I'm only a barber," replied the man with the stubble.