Yay, finally got it!

I finally got the scanner to work and scanned this foto of me when i was a baby. I absolutely LOVE happy babies so this pic is my favourite. And plus, I was cheery then and I still am. C the big blood clot type thing near my right eye? Its a hemangeoma (i think thats how u spell it). Anyway it was very serious with me and because my Mum followed the advice of a few very stupid unqualified doctors I almost died with the 'treatment'. But alhamdulillah a good doctor came along and suggested some decent treatment - leave it alone, it will go away by itself. And alhamdulillah its gone. All thats left is a small mark there which every1 thinks I have because of glasses, lol. (By the way, I dont wear glasses, never did and insha Allah will never have to because alhamdulillah so far my eyesight has been quite good).

By the way, thanx 4 the inspiration princess ;)

Horror @ Uni

Salams every1,

Uni started this week and OMG! So much work. Last semester was such a bludge that I thought things wud be the same now, but wow, i was so shocked after the first day that I made a study time table for myself at once and then planned on following it. So far it isnt going very well, but insha Allah I shall start soon.

How is every1? Onek din dhore blog korina and every1 else has also abandoned their blogs. Hey ppl, I dont like the template. But y duz every1's comp stuff up with other nicer templates on my site? Uff, thats so annoying.

Well, guess wat? The uncle that was living with us rented a house and left so now the comp room is free to use whenevr i want, unless Anika gets to it first.

After finding out Krispy Kremes are halal, amar khali khaite icha kore! Bad habit! Mota hoye jachi onek. Need to start controlling wat i eat. I ate like anything these holidays and went clothes shopping yesterday. Kapor gula ja tight tight hoi, uff! Any1 got any weight loss tips?

I tried to scan a foto of me when i was a baby (got inspired by princess' blog). Seriously, I was SO cute masha Allah, lol. U guys hafta see. But scanner isnt working, uff! Everything is going wrong, tai na?

Well, as soon as the scanner works insha Allah I will post it up. Oh by the way, I read Harry Potter 6 and cried! And now I'm reading the old ones over again. And u pick up so many things in the old ones after reading the sixth one its amazing. Did u ppl no that JK Rowling is a billionare now and she earns more than the Queen? Impressive eh?

Who else read HP, tell me wat u thought and princess, I want Digital Fortress when u've finished with it =P

More changes...

Salams ppl,

As u mite have realised that my old template for my blog was stuffing up. I dont know what was wrong with it! WEIRD huh? Well, i suck with computers so rather than fixing it up I just changed it 2 a more simple 1. So even if it duznt resemble me as much as my old template did, kichu korar nai my dostos.

Guess what? I got a letter in post from Nabila that was 10 pages long! I was so shocked and happy at the same time. She replied 2 a letter I wrote 6 months ago so ekta duita page likhle hoito na. Nabila, yaar, tui ekhon mone hoi onek din pore ekta thik kaaj korli =P

YMSA girls Islamic comp was 2day. Sad 4 me the organisers could not compete 2day. Even if we were given permission to compete, I would probably b the only 1 who was super willing 2 perform something. My sis came 1st in Islamic nasheed. Yay! Alhamdulillah! Masha Allah! I'm running out of praises. Help.... well, dekhte to hobe bon kar, tai na? Plus the little girls were SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CUTE masha Allah! I wanned to go up on stage and just cuddle them! To tell u the truth they were quite inspirational, esp during the Quran recitation comp. They were so much better at it than me *blush*. Plus they had super memories masha Allah. I always need the lyrics to sing anything (even 2 sentences) but these amazing kids were doing it off the top of their heads and confidently too. While the big girls were trembling with fear, one younger girl even volunteered to have a go even tho she was too young for any age group!

Got Harry Potter 6 today. Left home @ 7.30 in the morning. Initially i thought it was early enuff but wen we got there i wish we had came earlier! The line was huge and people were dressed up like witches and wizards. And all the media was there too. Anika and I tried so hard 2 b on the camera while they shoot. But they only interviewed the people that were dressed up. But oh well, even if they interviewed us, we wud be speechless cos honestly, i'm nowhere near as obsessed as the people i saw today (alhamdulillah).

Well, thats all from me 4 2day. I hafta go now and check out otha ppls blogs. Haven't been visiting ppls blogs 4 a while so I betta catch up. Wassalam ppls. Hope ur all enjoying urselves wherever u r.

Dont ask...

How r u supposed to know who to seek advice from when u desperately need help? I know that theres a hadith where the prophet (SAS) told us to seek help from those who fear Allah. But isn't it weird how if what u need advice about is regarding some sin u've fallen into it is so difficult and often seems impossible to seek help from those who fear Allah? Because u begin to think that these ppl r so good and get ashamed of urself and fall into a bigger form of deppression. Obviously it's all shaytans tricks with our minds. But how do u overcome it?

By the way ppl, dont start thinking that ami deppressed. Just asking coz i know this is a scenario many many ppl fall into. Thats y with all the people I've ever given dawah to, they've been like really good friends to me so i guess they cud always tell me stuff, regardless of how personal they were. And as a frend I've always been able to advise them in a way that they wud value what i had to say. But when stuff comes up with me i cant tell em, coz oder chokh e ami choto hoye jabo and they will start to think that what I do is ok by Islam. And then I'll get even more deppressed. I think the best solution here is to open up 2 Allah - build up a closer bond with Him. Then 'har mushkil ahsan ho jayega', meaning all ur problems will become easy to solve (it sounds way too cliche in hindi).

To-do list

Salams,

Yay, my 3 day weekend started yesterday. I was so happy about it until I realised that I am the best time waster in the world. I guess because its holidays I can waste a bit more time than what I wasted while uni was still going. But I dont wanna get used 2 being lazy.

By the way ppl, hijabi girl has finally appeared in my blog =P. Guess what? I finally figured out who she is! And she's not Rabia, hehe. Rabia just has an email ad similar to that title, so u can understand the confusion.

Went to Intis place yestreday with Ms. Doe and her sis. Bought my sis clothes too. Man, ever since I started working, she has been devising plans 2 get me 2 spend! I buy more things 4 her than 4 myself!

U ppl wanna no wats it my mind now? OK here goes:

• Yr 12 Video (must edit soon)
• Andekha anjani si, paglisi deewanisi, jane wo kaisa hogi re (dont ask - weird weird song stuck in head)
• Hafta pre-order Harry Potter 6 for me sis. It comes out next Saturday so hafta go in to shop pretty soon.
• Must put mehendi on hair. Bathroom e mehendi bhijaye rakhsi so after dhuhr will put on hair insha Allah.
• Hafta tidy my room. Afta exams my room is unchanged. It looks like a tornado just swept thru my room.
• Feeling deppressed. Sine wave @ -1. But dont worry, it will change bak soon to 1 insha Allah. Plus sine waves always fluctuate rite, so i shud be only b/w -1 and 1. Insha Allah no more or no less.

I'm home alone now. Kothao Keo nei. U c, theres no point in having a big house if ur gonna be lonely anyways. Well, thats y I'm blogging. I betta get to working - doing all the stuff I listed above. Besto manush, bujho na... =P

Dan Brown

Peace 2 every1 here,

U ppl have to read Dan Browns's books "Angels and Demons" and "The Da Vinci Code"! Personally I found "Angels and Demons" so much better, I dont know y the da vinci code got more attention. I guess whatever is more controversial always gets more attention, eh? Check out the following ambigrams, cool huh? An ambigram is a word written in such a way that it is legible both rightside-up and upside-down. Ambigrams are an ancient artform and play heavily into the mysteries of Angels & Demons. By the way, I copied that definition from Dan Browns official site (www.danbrown.com). So, if u thought that sounded too smart for me, u were rite =P.

Need time out...

Salams ppl,

Sorry, onek din dhore blog kora hoche na. Besto ba onno kichu na, but just ben feeling so tired lately. Khali ghum ashe - esp when i have something 2 do =P

The other day Ema, Flynn, Sadia and me went to M apu's place and tennsi khele amar shara ga betha - uff! Kichu korte pari na. I feel like I'm diseased. I really need to get more fit. Ektu doura douri korlei ga betha hoye jay. How did everyone else feel afterwards, any betha?

I wat to welcome eccentric_human to this 'happy' blog (I dont no y u ppl think its 'happy' - mite be the colours, eh?). Kemon lagtese apnar? U'll fit in just fine, every1 here is quite nice but usually beshi keo ashe na. Ashleo rarely comment kore =( I'm not as popular as I thought I was, lol.

Man, there's so much to do these holidays. There's the Islamic Competition and the reunion back to back. I'm gonna b so bz preparing for both of em! Insha Allah I will survive bu having work 4 days a week doesn't help! Man, every1 hates their work dont they? Eita bhebe nijeke consolation dei. Kaaje jete iche kore na, but I need to go, I have to go. Taka poisha nai =( Bekar hoye boshe boshe ammu abbur taka khaite lojja lage coz they have so much problems with money anyway.

Hey ppl, I'm so excited about the swimming pool at my place. It shud be finished by October/September insha Allah and of course u ppl can invite urself. I'm terrible at dawat and formalities as Ema and Flynn will tell u. Amar bashai ashle i make ppl cook. We cook 2getha and eat. Ammu abbu kaaje thakle, if ur mostly home alone, u'll become like that too.

Acha ppl, bokor bokor na kore betta get rady 4 work. Jete hobe soon. Take care and make dua 4 me.

Wassalam